The complete COGIATI in document form for offline, pen-and-paper administration and scoring. Freely distributable.Copy and paste contents to any text editor for printing to paper.Created by Jennifer Diane Reitz, 1998 COGIATI contents copyright © 1998 Jennifer Diane Reitz, All Rights Reserved USAGE PERMISSION: The COGIATI may be used freely
by anyone, anywhere, anytime, by professionals and laymen alike, with only one
requirement: that the original COGIATI be properly attributed to the effort of
Jennifer Diane Reitz. The COGIATI may be printed, distributed and freely
disseminated. It may be used as a basis for further work, and more advanced
tests. It may be freely used, providing that credit is given. Combined Gender Identity
And Transsexuality Inventory [COGIATI]: A unique test designed specifically for
the uncertain pre-transitional Male-to-Female gender dysphoric. The first
comprehensive gender dysphoria test, COGIATI exists to help the individual
determine a reasonable self definition from which further action can
intelligently be taken. COGIATI has been created to help the individual
understand what their gender issues mean, and provides suggestions on what to do
about them. HOW TO USE THE COGIATI: Answer all the questions as absolutely
honestly and accurately as you can. The more honest your choices, the more
accurate your result. Some questions may be redundant, some are used as
validation tools, and others may seem odd or too obvious. All questions exist
for specific reasons. HOW THE COGIATI WORKS: The COGIATI blends elements from many
existing gender and sex identity resources with original elements developed by
the author, Jennifer Diane Reitz. The inventory then calculates a score which
will place the user in one of five rough categories of gender status, and
provides an outline of suggested actions that the user might take with regard to
that status. WHO THE COGIATI IS TARGETED FOR: The Combined Gender Identity And
Transsexuality Inventory is precisely and narrowly targeted to the
Male-to-Female Pre-Operative, Pre-Transitional individual who is currently
unsure of what they really want or who they really are. The COGIATI is designed to help this type
of individual specifically to begin to solidify a basic stance from which to
seek additional assistance. The COGIATI exists to help the unsure come
to some sort of grasp of things in order to begin to solve their issues. It can
also be used to confirm or question existing self definitions. THE COGIATI Q. Describe your relationship with
mathematics. A. (-10) Mathematics is both useful and
fun. I enjoy mathematical puzzles. Q. You get a phone call from somebody
you met for the first time a few days ago. How easy is it for you to remember
who they are by the sound of their voice? A. (-10) Pretty difficult, I don't know
them. I wish they would tell me their name. Q. You are shown a number of close-up
photographs of the faces of many different people you do not know. You are asked
to describe the emotions that the people are feeling by the expressions on their
faces alone. How well would you do, do you think? A. (-10) Probably not that well. It is
hard to read faces, you never really know for sure. Q. You are at a meeting. Everyone at
the meeting is the same sex as you. The leader of the meeting announces that
it's time for hugs all around! How do you feel about this? A. (-10) What is up with all of this
hugging stuff? This is unnecessary. Q. As a child, when you played with
close friends, how would you describe the type of play you liked to be a part of
the most? A. (-10) I liked to get out and do things.
Run, jump, and yell. Let off some steam. Q. You meet somebody and they are
polite to you, but seem a little distant. They are actually very attracted to
you. How likely are you to know this? A. (-10) Not very, it is hard to tell with
people. Q. You are talking to a very newly met
person. During your talk, the person brings up an event from their own youth.
The discussion catches them off guard, and they start to cry. How do you react
to this? A. (-10) It makes me feel uncomfortable. I
will wait for them to get themselves together. It also depends on the person. Q. You are alone enjoying some erotic
materials of your own preference. What are they? A. (-10) Films. Films first, maybe
pictures too. Q. Which choice most closely describes
why you dress up 'en femme', as a woman. A. (-10) It is a very sexy thing to do. It
is very exciting. I love it! Q. In your early school days, how were
you at writing essays, poetry, and reports? A. (-10) It was rather hard at times. I
really did not like it that much. Q. You are parking your car. You must
reverse into a somewhat narrow space to park. What do you do? A. (-10) I slide right in. Piece of cake! Q. You acquire an incredible power. You
can change your sex whenever you wish, and the change is absolutely perfect in
either form, male or female. What would you most likely do with such a power? A. (-10) I would use it to switch back and
forth for fun! Q. You have been visiting a new town
for several days. Someone asks you which direction south is. Do you know? A. (-10) Almost always. After a few days,
I know my directions. Q. You are in a public place, such as a
waiting room or a park bench. Circumstances require you to sit VERY closely to
another person of the same sex. How do you feel about this inside? A. (-10) I don't really like to sit close
like that. Q. A situation involving people has
come up. The people are debating the issue, and are unsure of what to do. You
understand most of the situation. You are able to act in the manner you feel
like. What do you do? A. (-10) I step in and clear things
up. Q. Visualize the following entirely in
your head. Do not draw or write anything, just use your mind. Picture a pair of
cubes. The two cubes are connected by a bar through their middle, like a
dumbbell. Imagine that the dumbbell object is floating in front of you, one cube
close to you, the other directly away from you. Now, imagine that the cube
nearest you is red, and the cube furthest from you is blue. Picture the dumbbell
built of two cube and a rod begins to rotate, the near, red cube, dropping down
and away, and the blue, far cube, rotating up and nearer. The dumbbell continues
so that it now stands vertical, in front of you, the red cube on the bottom, the
blue cube on the top. Continue this direction of rotation, end over end, three
times exactly, starting with that state where the red cube was on the bottom,
and the blue cube was on the top. What is the position of either cube, red or
blue? A. (-10) I am certain that the red cube is
on top. Q. You are talking with a friend.
Outside, far away, somebody is honking their horn regularly and endlessly. It is
not very loud, you can just barely hear it in the quiet room. What is your
reaction? A. (-10) So what? I am busy talking with
my friend.. I might not even notice it. Q. Yesterday, you met five new people.
Today, you are asked by name about the people you met. How well can you picture
their faces in your mind? A. (-10) Not a chance. I just would not
remember their faces. One, maybe. Q. In your early school days, how were
you at spelling? A. (-10) To be honest, spelling is a
problem for me. Even now I have difficulty. Q. Can you remember tunes or songs
easily? Can you hum, sing or whistle them with ease? A. (-10) I have a very hard time
remembering music. It just doesn't stick. Q. You hear a noise from somewhere.
Without looking, how well can you identify the direction of the sound from you? A. (-10) I always know the direction. It's
not that hard to do for me. Q. You are telling a friend about
something that happened to you years ago. How well do you remember what clothing
you were wearing? A. (-10) I would not remember that at all.
Why would I? What difference does it make? Q. You are about the age of 14. You
have to take a test, but you can chose which test to take. Getting a good grade
will result in a big reward. Which test would you choose to take, if you had a
week to study first? A. (-10) Geometry or Science. Q. You are being described by someone.
Which phrase do you like THE LEAST. A. (-10) "Very sweet-tempered and
receptive" Q. You are driving about, doing
errands, in the big city. You have been here a few times before, but this is the
first time you have been here driving on your own. You have no map with you.
What probably happens? A. (-10) I have no real difficulty. Q. Your penis and testicles are
destroyed, perhaps do to an accident or injury, but they are gone forever. You
are otherwise the same as now, but you are utterly without your reproductive
organs, just smooth, flat flesh. What is the most realistic statement of how you
would deal with this? A. (-10) I would consider suicide. That
would be absolutely horrible. Q. You are 10 years old. It is play
time. Which activity do you choose? A. (-10) I go outside and play ball with
my friends. Q. You are introduced to someone new.
They have a tiny white thread coming out of their grey coat. What is the chance
of your noticing this? A. (-10) I would not notice that. It would
not matter. Q. How much actual discomfort or
suffering has any conflict between your physical sex and internal gender caused
you? A. (-10) Not very much. That is not a big
issue to me. Q. Suddenly, somebody throws a ball at
you. What is the most realistic outcome? A. (-10) I would probably catch the ball. Q. You are in a restaurant with some
friends. It is moderately noisy, but not loud. A song you know comes over the
loudspeakers, but done in Muzak (tm) style, often called "elevator
music". Would you recognize the song instantly? A. (-10) In that style, I probably would
not even recognize any song. Q. Suddenly the entire world is
magically changed. Now you exist in a world utterly devoid of gender. All bodies
are hermaphroditic, utterly androgynous in appearance, both male and female at
the same time. The culture reflects this, as does all human interaction. You,
however, are still yourself inside, with all of your memories of living in our
world as it is now. Your feelings are intact, only your flesh has been changed.
In this new world, everyone dresses, acts, and lives however they feel at the
time, and there is no such thing as being male or being female. You alone
remember the world of gender. In such a world, would you still need to dress
like a woman? A. (-10) Without question. I really love
being feminine. It would be a very disturbing world, too. Q. You are working with a group of
people on an important project. What is the most important concern to you with
regard to the interpersonal structure of the group? A. (-10) It is most important that
everyone share the same degree of dedication. Q. Somewhere, a bell rings softly. You
have to point to the exact location instantly. How well can you do this? A. (-10) I would know right where the bell
was. Q. A doctor offers you a painless,
absolutely effective means to be completely masculine. All feminine desires and
traits would be eliminated, and you would be happy and content to be a man. You
would never need to dress, and you would never want to be feminine in any way
again. You are assured that after the treatment you would be completely content.
Would you take the treatment? A. (-10) I probably would. Q. Pick the word that you would MOST
want to be applied to you. A. (-10) Assertive. Q. How easily do you cry at movies? A. (-10) I really have never cried because
of a film. Q. Deep down, what gender do you really
see yourself as? A. (-10) I am probably mostly male. Q. Which do you feel is most desirable
to possess? A. (-10) Power. Q. Pick the choice that most closely
represents the age at which your gender first became an issue or a concern to
you. A. (-10) About age 15. Q. Have you ever suffered a migraine
'headache'? A. (-10) Never. Q. How long have you felt that you have
had a gender incongruous with the sex of your body? A. (-10) I do not feel that way, at least
not strongly. Q. What is the honest degree that
sexual excitement and attraction play in the importance and value of
crossdressing to you? A. (-10) It really is very important to
me. Q. How important is it to you that
others would accept you completely as a woman? A. (-10) Having people consider me truly
female is not what is important to me. Q. Have you ever seriously contemplated
suicide because of your gender issues? A. (-10) Not ever. Q. Have you ever been caught,
discovered, punished, or found out about with regard to your gender issues,
crossdressing, or gender related behavior? A. (-10) No, I am very discrete. Q. When you look at a person's face,
how well can you honestly judge what they are feeling? A. (-10) It is hard to tell just by
looking. Q. You are having an erection. How do
you feel? A. (-10) I am aroused. That is what it
means to have an erection. Q. You are trying to describe the
complex shape of an unfamiliar object to someone. You are not using your hands,
and must rely on words alone. How easy is it for you to convey the shape
accurately? A. (-10) I can picture the shape, but
finding the right words can be tough sometimes. Q. It is grade school. The teacher
gives you a gold star on your work for excellence. What is it for? A. (-10) I got my addition right. Q. You are told that something you said
probably bothered somebody. What is your reaction? A. (-10) I think it is their problem. Q. Have you grown your hair long, do
you wear a feminine hairstyle, or have you otherwise altered your day-to-day
physical appearance to increase the effectiveness of dressing as or expressing
your femininity? A. (-10) No, that would be a bit too much
right now. Q. There is a voice mail on your
machine. The person does not leave a name, they seem to expect you to know them.
How easy is it for you to remember who called by the sound of their voice? A. (-10) Pretty difficult, it's just a
disembodied voice. I wish they had left their name. Q. A stranger is happy at meeting you.
He wants to give you a hug. How do you honestly feel about this? A. (-10) That would be a little weird for
me. Q. You meet somebody and they are
polite to you, but seem a little distant. They are actually secretly disliking
you. How likely are you to know this? A. (-10) Not very, it is hard to tell with
people. Q. You are talking to a person you have
recently met. During your talk, the person brings up an event from their past.
The discussion turns serious, and they start to get strongly emotional. How do
you react to this? A. (-10) It makes me feel uncomfortable. Q. You are masturbating, alone. What
turns you on the most? A. (-10) Visual things, mostly. Images of
people together or alone. Q. You will never, ever be a woman. You
must live the rest of your days entirely as a man, and you will only get more
masculine with each passing year. There is no way out. What is your reaction? A. (-10) I could cope. Not much different
than now. Q. You are shown a film of close-up
images of the faces of many different people. You are asked to describe the
emotions that the people are feeling by the expressions on their faces alone.
How well would you be able to tell the emotions of the people? A. (-10) Probably not that well. Q. You are spending time with a group
of married friends. Two of them are secretly having an affair. Would you detect
this easily? A. (-10) If they are keeping it secret,
how am I supposed to know? Q. Are you now on - or just about to
start - hormone therapy? A. (-10) No. I am not sure that I want to
use hormones. Q. Have you ever spent longer than one
week living entirely as a woman? A. (-10) No. I am not sure how I would
feel about doing that. Q. Which choice most closely describes
how you feel about living as a man in the world? A. (-10) There are some definite
advantages, I have to admit. Q. You are about to die. In your last
moments, you are presented with a choice. You can be buried and remembered as a
man, or buried and remembered as a woman. Which do you choose? A. (-10) I want to be remembered
accurately. It really doesn't matter at that point anyway. Q. Which is the closest to your own
current self definition? A. (-10) I am a crossdresser. Scoring the
COGIATI Assess the score from this table: Score: -650 to -389, COGIATI
classification ONE, STANDARD MALE COGIATI
classification results COGIATI classification ONE, STANDARD
MALE What this means is that the Combined
Gender Identity And Transsexuality Inventory has classified your internal gender
identity to be essentially masculine, and that your gender issues are primarily
matters of personal expression rather than a medical problem. Any struggles you
have are most likely caused by internal shame over your needs and desires, or
because of curiosity over what those needs represent. SUGGESTIONS FOR ACTION: Your situation is the easiest and most
secure of all of the COGIATI result classifications. Since your situation is not a matter of
any physical or biological concern, the suggestions for your circumstance are
relatively simple. 1. If you have any uncomfortability about
your gender expression, some slight degree of counseling might well prove
helpful. The primary goal would be to make it possible for you to enjoy your
gender expressions free from any shame or embarrassment, and to resolve any
remaining questions you might have. 2. Your gender play is just that ... play,
and it is advised that you consider it as such. Your gender play is a form of
enjoyment for you and contributes to your happiness like any enjoyable interest.
You are almost certainly not a transsexual, and any action taken in that
direction would likely lead to catastrophe. 3. If you have not already, consider
joining any of the thousands of groups devoted to gender play of various
varieties. There is literally a world of friends to discover who share your
interests. There are also publications, vacations, and activities that would
expand your gender play. COGIATI classification TWO, FEMININE
MALE What this means is that the Combined
Gender Identity And Transsexuality Inventory has classified your internal gender
identity to be mostly masculine, and that your gender issues are primarily
matters of personal expression rather than a medical problem. Any struggles you
have are most likely caused by internal shame over your needs and desires, or
because of curiosity over what those needs represent. There is, however, some
indication of a strong feminine side to your being, and this is intrinsic to
your constitution. SUGGESTIONS FOR ACTION: Your situation is fairly uncomplicated, so
you should be relieved. Since your situation is almost certainly
not a matter of any real physical or biological concern, the suggestions for
your circumstance are relatively simple. 1. If you have any uncomfortability about
your gender expression, counselling might well prove helpful. The primary goal
would be to make it possible for you to enjoy your gender expressions free from
any shame or embarrassment, and to resolve any remaining questions you might
have. 2. Your gender issues and expressions are
more than mere play, and are a form of personal identity expression, but this is
no indication of transsexualism. Indeed, all information suggests that the path
of the transsexual is not one you should take, as it would almost certainly lead
to severe unhappiness. It is possible that a partial step towards greater
feminine expression might lead to greater happiness, but such an undertaking
should be approached with extreme caution. 3. If you have not already, consider
joining any of the thousands of groups devoted to gender play of various
varieties. There is literally a world of friends to discover who share your
interests. There are also publications, vacations, and activities that would
expand your gender play. COGIATI classification THREE, ANDROGEN What this means is that the Combined
Gender Identity And Transsexuality Inventory has classified your internal gender
identity to be essentially androgynous, both male and female at the same time,
or possibly neither. In some cultures in history, you would be considered to be
a third sex, independent of the polarities of masculine or feminine. Your gender
issues are intrinsic to your construction, and you will most likely find your
happiness playing with expressing both genders as you feel like it. SUGGESTIONS FOR ACTION: Your situation is a little tricky in our
current society, but not tremendously so, depending on your geographic location. The suggestions for your circumstance are
not overly complicated. 1. If you have any comfortability about
your gender expression, some slight degree of counseling might well prove
helpful. The primary goal would be to make it possible for you to enjoy your
gender expressions free from any shame or embarrassment, and to resolve any
remaining questions you might have. 2. As an androgynous being, both genders,
and both sexes are natural to your expression. Permanent polarization in either
direction might bring significant unhappiness. It is not recommended that you go
through a complete transsexual transformation. You might find a partial
transformation of value, if you find yourself more attracted overall to the
feminine. You are more likely a transgenderist, than a transsexual. It is
recommended that you recognize that your gender issues are real, but that
extreme action regarding them should be viewed with great caution. 3. If you have not already, consider
joining any of the thousands of groups devoted to gender play of various
varieties. There is literally a world of friends to discover who share your
interests. There are also publications, vacations, and activities that would
expand your gender play. COGIATI classification FOUR, PROBABLE
TRANSSEXUAL What this means is that the Combined
Gender Identity And Transsexuality Inventory has classified your internal gender
identity to be essentially feminine, but with some masculine or androgynous
traits. It is very possible that you are a candidate for a diagnosis of
transsexualism. You show a strong degree of gender dysphoria. At the very least,
further investigation should be undertaken. Your COGIATI score places you among
the majority of those diagnosed as transsexuals, the 'late onset' transsexual. SUGGESTIONS FOR ACTION: Your situation is potentially serious and
indicative of a probable inborn gender conflict. It is definitely recommended
that you pursue further action. The suggestions for your circumstance are
several. 1. It is recommended that you seek help
from a sympathetic counselor or professional about your gender issues. It is
very possible that over time they will become increasingly difficult to cope
with. Early determination of what you really need and want is vital. You need to
determine if you truly are transsexual. Keep in mind, thought, that many
alternatives exist other than complete sexual transformation. Partial
transformation and many other way of existing are available. While you are very
possibly a transsexual, COGIATI has determined that this is not absolutely
certain. While time is an issue, being certain is more important. Proceed with
investigation of your possible transsexuality or transgenderism, but with
caution. 2. Some actions may help you to define
your needs more clearly. Experimenting with living full time as a woman, taking
hormones for a short time under supervision, or taking testosterone suppressers
to observe how you feel are all viable options. Keep in mind that while it is
very likely that you might be a transsexual, it is not certain. Do not take
severe or permanent actions without long thought and the help of counselors and
professionals. 3. Your gender issues are real, and should
not be ignored. Neither should you rush into acting on them, however powerful
they may feel. You do not fit the full criterion for the rarest classification,
classic transsexuality, and so should be cautious, and open to possibilities.
You may yet end up undergoing transition, and the path of the transsexual may
well be your salvation. Be very careful, but do not ignore your issues. 4. If you have not already, consider
joining any of the thousands of groups devoted to gender expression of various
kinds. There is literally a world of friends to discover who share your
interests. There are also publications, vacations, and activities that would
expand your gender expression. COGIATI classification FIVE,
TRANSSEXUAL What this means is that the Combined
Gender Identity And Transsexuality Inventory has classified your internal gender
identity to be female. According to COGIATI, your mind and gender identity is
that of a woman. You essentially fit the the model of the classic transsexual,
and you should not ignore your gender issues, they will only become more severe.
You definitely need to seek treatment. SUGGESTIONS FOR ACTION: Your situation is serious and highly
indicative of an inborn gender conflict. It is strongly recommended that you
pursue further action. The suggestions for your circumstance are
important. 1. It is recommended that you seek help
from a sympathetic counselor or professional about your gender issues. Over time
they will become increasingly difficult to cope with. Early confirmation and
diagnosis of your transsexuality is vital. The sooner you seriously seek help,
the more likely you are to not only survive, but to be happy as well. 2. Some actions may help you to define
your condition to yourself more clearly. Experimenting with living full time as
a woman, taking hormones for a short time under supervision, or taking
testosterone suppressers to observe how you feel are all viable options. Keep in
mind that while it is extremely likely that you are a transsexual, it is not
certain. Do not take severe or permanent actions without careful thought and the
help of counselors and professionals. 3. Your gender issues are real, and should
not be ignored! Neither should you rush into acting on them, however powerful
they may feel. Transition to a body with a female sex may be your salvation, but
it is imperative that you be absolutely sure of what your really want. Act
IMMEDIATELY to pursue solving your gender dysphoria. Seek professional
assistance IMMEDIATELY. 4. If you have not already, consider
joining any of the thousands of groups devoted to gender expression of various
kinds. There is literally a world of friends to discover who share your
interests. There are also publications, vacations, and activities that would
expand your gender expression. 5. You have my wishes for your
happiness, my sister. Good luck. |
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