My dear friends,
No one ever told me that the hardest bit
would be leaving.
With this in mind, my Bible reading of
late has dwelt on The Acts of the
Apostles. Its later chapters record some of the comings and goings of St
Paul during his final missionary journey. In
Acts chapter 20, when bidding farewell to his Ephesian friends, St
Paul admits to a sense of foreboding at an uncertain future, ‘Behold, I am going
to Jerusalem, not knowing what shall befall me there.’1 Well, Paul,
you have my sympathy, for behold, I am going to Derby, not knowing what shall
befall me there either!
But, ultimately, it was not any
uncertainty that lay ahead, it was sadness at leaving friends behind that
brought the greatest emotion to Paul and his companions as ‘they all wept and
embraced . .
. .
sorrowing.’2
Lest we become overly morose from our
reading of this solemn farewell, the same chapter does provide a moment of light
relief. St Paul’s departure from another city, Troas, surely contains a salutary
lesson for all who preach:
‘Intending to depart on the morrow [
Paul ] prolonged his speech until midnight .
. .
. And a young man named Eutychus was sitting in the window. He sank into
a deep sleep as Paul talked still longer; and being overcome by sleep, he fell
down from the third storey and was taken up dead.’3
Thankfully, Eutychus was raised to life
by prayer, whilst St Paul, undaunted by the event, returned to his preaching and
continued on until daybreak!
Perhaps my own departure will have a
similar composition: some sadness at our parting, some concern over an uncertain
future, and a sermon that goes on far too long!
I will be honest with you: I did
consider declining the invitation to become Dean of Derby. But a decisive moment
came as, back here in Astbury, we sand the
Nunc Dimittis at Evensong.
This familiar passage of scripture records how Simeon faithfully served
in the temple for year upon year, until the day when a child placed in his arms
is suddenly revealed to be the long-promised Messiah. Had it been me I would
have been tempted to say ‘Fantastic, this is just the beginning!’ Simeon,
however, with superior wisdom, recognises that his own responsibilities are now
fulfilled. With sublime contentment he prays ‘Lord, now lettest thou thy servant
depart in peace . .
. . for mine eyes have seen
thy salvation.’
So, my dear, dear friends, I trust that
we leave you just at the right time, God’s time, both for you and for us. Our
years amongst you are complete. The future may be unknown, but it is not to be
feared. We may be tempted to part with tears, but we would do better to rejoice
for what God has done.
And, best of all, perhaps we should
count ourselves fortunate that, when it comes to my sermons, I may occasionally
have droned on a little bit but, to date at least, my preaching has never proved
fatal!
With much love to you all,
Jeff Cuttell
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1
Acts 20.22
2
Acts 20.37
3
Acts 20.7 & 9
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