Hmmmm...?
Why am I who I know I am,And not, Who I knew I thought I was.
Or...
Will I think I want to be,
Not me,
But someone else.
Or...
Should I think I want to be,
Not me,
But who I will be, (we'll soon see...).
If I be, he,
Who I think I know I be,
Then I'm, no longer... me?!
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Hmmmm......? 2: More Confusion
I don't know who I am anymore,Or, who I want to be.
I'm like a man lost at sea,
Who can't get back to shore.
And now I find,
There's someone who understands me more than I do,
My mind unwinds.
I know what I want, just not who.
And yet I find life strange,
It stays the same,
It doesn't change,
And that, I think, is quite a shame.
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Box
I know not who I am,Only my name.
My name means nothing.
It is only the label on a box.
The contents of the box,
Tell me
Who I
Am.
I look in,
And I see only
Chaos and confusion.
To eradicate chaos,
One must find stability.
Stability can only be found
By discovering the nature of
True feelings.
I know my feelings,
I just can't link them
To anything that I need to.
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Vortex of Insanity
Inside my head is a vortex,Which takes my thoughts,
And distorts them.
They are sent spinning,
Sometimes colliding,
Sometimes merging.
Forming confusing and
Chaotic, contradictory thoughts.
Thoughts which I have no control over.
Thoughts leading to insanity.
This insanity can be seen,
Only by me.
It is embedded deep within me,
Coalescing with my soul,
Changing the Essence of my emotion.
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Soul Confusion
Confusion is a necessity.With it, I can understand
The nature of other people's souls.
I don't know how,
Nor why,
I know only that I can.
Though what to do with this
I know not,
Because the confusion
stops me from understanding
Myself.
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