Love & Hurt

Not long ago, all there was, was darkness. Then I met you, and you brought me the sun. And tat sun brought me life. I learnt what it was to actually live life. You taught me what it was to smile, to laugh. You were my reason for being in happiness.

And then you left, and again there is only the night, the darkness, the storms, and the wind and rain.

Will this night be as long as the last? Or longer? Will the day return? Will it be the same?

I sigh with frustration, impatient for dawn.

Maybe it was all a dream... I'm sitting here, unable to sleep anyhow. An insomniac once more. I sit, watching, waiting, for sleep, or sleep and dream to claim me.Or if not, for the sun to rise, for the time when I must walk through the door once more.

I've lived in darkness so long, I think... It's hard for me to accept the daylight. The brightness of day hurts too much, provokes too many memories.

I somehow feel more lonely now than before. More sober from the hurt, and yet-... and yet empty. If it is possible, I think I have less now than I did before.

Minutes seem like hours, and hours seem like seconds. I listen in my head, and hear nothing. Silence. No words, no voices. Even my thoughts barely register in my consciousness.

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