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CIRCLE DANCE MOON

25 January 05

The moon is wearing her circle-dance skirt,
A tie-dyed flare of orange and purple-green
Flung around her full beaming face.
The clouds are lit with her radiance
As she steps within the joyful music of the windy night.
Bare trees reach up wildly, tossing in the wind,
stretching black fingers trying to touch the energy,
catch the magic, kick-start the leafage
Back into spring.

Dancing in the bright, starlit February sky
The full moon is utterly, utterly happy,
And utterly, utterly silent.
Her smile is the smile of one filled with God
At one with her universe
Drawing up the tides and sending down the light
Just as she is, no tricks, no need to be clever,
Radiant, full, the perfection of reflected light.

Tonight, I will wear my circle dance skirt,
A tie-dyed flare of orange and purple-green.
The circle will be lit with my radiance
As I step within the music, whatever it will be,
And outside the night will be frosty and starlit.
She is outside, dancing, and I am inside, dancing,
She will draw up my tides and hold them at the still point
So that I may be utterly, utterly happy
And utterly, utterly silent
At one with the universe
No tricks, no need to be clever,
Just radiant, full, the perfection of reflected light.

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MABON 2004

The year melts imperceptibly through glacier-Winter
gathers speed through fragile, fecund Spring
Climbs compulsively through the busy Summer
And stops at the top: Mabon:  the End and The Beginning.

The End: Autumn Delivers.
In autumn, everything is as it is.  Nothing else to grow, nothing else to harvest.
No more effortful striving, no more disappointed expectations, no need to acknowledge failure,
Just  time to sit and be.
Everyone knows it rains in autumn.
Relax into awareness, allow connections, insight arises.
See what is there.

The Beginning: every gardener knows,  this is thinking time, preparing time.
Time to strip and remake beds and sheds, plan the plantings,
Choose the seeds, consider the paths, observe the patterns,
Learn from experience.
Time to look into the dark, slip into the Dreamtime, hear the ancestors,
shape the next step, face the future.

Autumn glows, is regal, shining, rich, benevolent.
When autumn comes, the garden wears a medieval wealth of gold and purple,
Rich colours of harvest: gourds and quince, blackberry and pumpkin,
And the deep purple and red of dahlia and nasturtium.
Tired stubble fields are stitched by small red tractors flying silver streamers of gulls,
Ploughing the shoreline between dull straw and shining waves of dark ploughed earth.
The hedgerows are jewelled with rosehip and hawthorn: the slow-revealing
skeletons wear diamond-dripping cobwebs flung carelessly over stalk and twig.
The sun is low and bright, it captures golden poplars against its bright blue sky,
The bronze pheasant in the purple seeding grasses, the shape of deer revealed in early mist.
Autumn’s beauty is breathtaking.
It takes you by storm, stuns you with light, stops you in your tracks
With the wonder of change, the reliability of beauty,
The Turning of the Wheel.
           
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I would love to kiss you.

The price of kissing is your life.

Now my loving is running toward my life shouting,
What a bargain, let's buy it.

                                                                 Rumi


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Spring Giddiness

Today, like every other day, we wake up empty
and frightened. Don't open the door to the study
and begin reading. Take down a musical instrument.
Let the beauty we love be what we do.
There are hundreds of ways to kneel and kiss the ground.

                                                                  Rumi


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 SURFING THE BORE

Flood-torrent.
Ice-thaw.
Snow-melt.
A raging river
Has ripped away the icy moraine
Of my feelings.

An underground volcano
Has vomited molten lava
From the dark, cold sea-bed
Of my feelings.

A tsunami
Has smashed the coastal defences
Of the small, in-season tourist resort
Of my feelings.

I am dying here!

It happens.

I am being re-born.

In the meantime
Please make allowances.
I apologise for any inconvenience
Or crap.

Please continue to supply
The clean drinking water,
The level dancing-field,
The healing balm of gentle kindness
To this ravaged, ravished,
Storm-tossed piece of flotsam
Until normal transmission has been

Finally turned off, and replaced by the
Quietly-singing
Lightly-dancing
Wysiwyg broadband real-time
Being-Here-Now
Melting & Merging
Flow.


 29/12/05.   Xmas  when the tsunami hit SE Asia.
LOVE REMAINS.

Love is not hopeless
Nor can it ever disappear.
No matter how difficult the circumstances
How far apart in time and space,
How awkward the mind and body,
Love remains.

Let not this day be a day of mourning and separation,

But rather a day of welome.
Celebrate the return to unity,
Undifferentiated love,
Love glowing in the heart
And in all the space around us.

In our daily lives and in our

Sacred spaces,
Love remains.

Youlgreave Easter Mar 30th 2005. On the Death of my Mother.


QUALITIES AND ACTIVIES
To my Teacher

I went walking in the lane

And crystal-rainbow drops
On cobwebs in the hedgerows
Caught my heart,
And I watched the no-sound
Of silent rain-drips
Enter, one by one, a shining puddle,
And ripple out, and disappear.
And the light – the light was so tender,
Clear, delicate, luminous,
That I thought of a mother holding her baby.

Qualities, like diamond necklaces found
Scattered on the footpaths of daily life.

Activities, precise and slow and delicate
Like water slipping into water with no splash.

Wisdom love, vast and spacious,
Tolerant and infinitely kind,
Waiting until reality can be revealed
Without hurt.

How can I speak my gratitude for this
Most precious, most exquisite of gifts?
Only the quiet mind sets about replicating
The immaculate perfection of the heart-instruction.

I WORSHIP THE MOON -  RUMI

I worship the moon.
Tell me of the soft glow of a candle light
and the sweetness of my moon.
Don't talk about sorrow,
tell me of that treasure.
Hidden if it is to you,
then just remain silent.

Last night
I lost my grip on reality
and welcomed insanity.
Love saw me and said,
I showed up.
Wipe your tears
and be silent.

I said, O Love
I am frightened,
but it's not you.
Love said to me,
there is nothing that is not me.
be silent.
I will whisper secrets in your ear
just nod yes
and be silent.

A soul moon
appeared in the path of my heart.
How precious is this journey!
I said, O Love
what kind of moon is this?
Love said to me,
this is not for you to question.
be silent.

I said, O Love
what kind of face is this,
angelic, or human?
Love said to me,
this is beyond anything that you know.
Be silent.

I said, please reveal this to me
I am dying in anticipation.
Love said to me,
that is where I want you:
Always on the edge,
be silent.

You dwell in this hall of images and illusions,
leave this house now
and be silent.

I said, O Love, tell me this:
Does the Lord know you are
treating me this way?
Love said to me,
yes He does,
just be totally…
totally… silent